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simple bare necessities

all jay albums
the one jay concert dvd
incomparable jay concert dvd
show your dance/trendy man
show on cruel stage concert dvd
love hero/ rashomon preorder version
jay ring/badge/file/notebook/
LED board/necklace/keychain
jay concert/meet jay
show badge/necklace
taipei
newshoes newshoes!
polaroid!
zippered pouch
bagbagbag.
CHELSEA JERSEY!
build a bear workshop!

looking for special things inside of me


"because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts"
disagrees with this statement to a large extent ):
my stupid knees hurt like crazyyyy ):
yesterday i had to spend hours taking all the gauze out cos it was stuck to my wounds and it was hurting damn badly okay ):
this morning also )))))):
and the pus keeps coming out in bubbles like cheese coming out from a cheese sausage lor!
this is supah gross ):

oh because of my knee, someone talked to me yesterday heh :)
heehee ^^
collected jay necklace + show badge after school yesterday heh.
supahh happy yo.
the blogshop owner was super nice, i actually stood there and chatted with her for 15 mins about jay's concert hahaha.
and she was totally damn concerned about my knee, even a complete stranger also so nice leh (Y)

hmm and 患难见真情 is damn true yupps.
people who were genuinely concerned, and people who were giving fake concerns, people who ttly didnt bother, yeah i can see through all of them.
thanks to all who were helping/waiting for me cos i was walking super slowly :)

bio test marks totally shocked me till no end.
ms chua just HAD to arrange it in marks order, totally scared me like crazy.
i was super scared i would be the last to get my paper then the whole world would know i failed lah -.-
heng i was around the middle, super heng.
though it was not say very good lah but heh, be content with what you have, and not complain about what you dont have :)
so yeap i thank god for all he's given me :)

should be going to church tmrw morning :)
lets see what would come out of it :)

01 may 2.34pm


superman cant fly


went ion with stupid people today :)

i wanna buy so many things, and i'm broke.
i wanna punch you now, but i cant.
i wanna understand stuff taught in school, but i cant.

"i'm perfectly aware of the situation, but that doesnt mean i should just give up on my friendship like that right."
how great.
i'm just so happy now i could drown in happiness isnt that awesome.

i wonder if you know you're supah annoying.

28 april 10.23pm

cos smileys always does the trick

24 april 7.37pm

people talking without listening


i thought i said i didnt care, when why did i go back to reading all the old convos again -.-
now its deja vu all over again urgh.

oh and 12 hours without my phone is simply unbearable ):

20 april 7.50pm

restraint

It hit me like tons of waves like WOAH.

19 april 11.48pm

just let it go now wont you

school today was pretty mundane.
totally didnt pay attention in any of the classes.
just didnt feel like it.
spent my time writing some stupid poem and chionging my bao.
yeah i know i'm screwing up my life, shut up now.

chem was prolly the highlight though.
was quite funny playing with the plasticine err... balls.
HAHAHAHA (Y)
and how jason kept rolling it into a long sausage looking thingy and poked a stick in the middle LOLOL.
okay you see now i'm trying my best not to sound wrong but looks like its failing.
hahaha and rach making 2 balls of plasticine and poking 2 holes through them and go like "omg i can see through them!"
HAHAHAHAHA (Y)
chris getting all pissed and jay poking a hole in the err.. thing that hans gave us.
what are we teaching our scholars man!
or wait, do they know that already.
maybe they arent as pure as we thought :)
heh sorry i just needed some laughter in my life :p

was supposed to do 2.4km today but it was raining so (Y)
did 5 items instead.
and i feel stupid cos i forced myself to drink 1 whole can of red bull to boost my performance for running and you have no idea how awful red bull tastes )))):
5 items was.... satisfactory.
nuff said.

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oh and sometimes i really think my ipod has a mind of its own.
it seems to play the exact songs that convey my mood when i put it on shuffle.
you can be her knight in shining armor, i dont need you now thanks.

oh and i'm so sad nowxzxzxz ):
everytime i see you, you either dao me or just hi and walk off.
shucks lah i shouldnt have emotionally blackmailed you see lah now like that ):

k goodbye for now, going for dinner folks.
(and yes i get home approximately this late every monday D<)

19 april 8.20pm


I WANT A HUG ):

18 april 11.42pm

change is probably the only constant


i just realised how much i've changed over the years.
last time in prolly p2 or something, i would be damn scared just walking across the pool which was still in the condo from my house to the vending machine, like i was just scared my parents would find out somehow and scold me.
nowadays, i would head to town and slack for a few hours with my friends without a second thought.
my guts has really increased exponentially.

i'm still me, but the things inside and outside of me have been changing.
at a pretty fast rate.
i claimed that i've only changed on the outside since i came to vj, but seems that what's inside of me is changing too.
so much for me blaming you for changing.

more often than not, we're all guilty of that too.
桃花依旧 物是人非.

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got a hug from somebody today.
feels good, thanks so much for everything.
really.
but as always, good things wont last long.
what if one day God just decides to take you away?
sigh, why am i always spot on.

whatever it is, i've learnt something though.
never ever take your words seriously lol.
so yeah i'll just take everything you say from now on with a pinch of salt, since you never seem to practice what you preech.
bloody hypocrite -.-

i'm super lazy to do my bao zhang bao dao now urgh.
and i'm lazy to reply tags too :/
18 april 9.54pm

What is life?

Life is to experience, to make mistakes and learn from them, to fail and to succeed, to love and to lose and so much more.

You would experience a hybrid of emotions - jealousy, anger, sadness and last but not least, happiness.
It has its ups and its downs.
Some people experience more downs, some more ups.
God is fair.

It sucks sometimes but its all a matter of getting used to.
Since you cant change others, change yourself.
So, deal with it.

Thats life for you.

18 april 1.29am

cloudless day

no matter what happens, just turn to your best friend.
you'll feel better.

idk what you're trying to do but i'm telling you, its not working yo ;)

17 april 7.48pm

just like a tornado



i've been sleeping quite alot recently.
havent been able to last past 12am these days.
what happened to lasting past 2am, 3am, 4am? ):
i'd start to feel tired at like 10 and just push on until 12 plus when somebody would push me off to bed and ask me to gts hahaha.
not that its a bad thing though ;)

slept like throughout the whole chinese drama thingy yesterday.
if laoshi asked us to write a reflection on it i'll just die or something.
like lol seriously it was nice especially cos i'm feeling damn snug and warm but the whole world is dying of cold :)
k sorry i'm a sadist.

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jason's birthday celebration yesterday heh heh heh :)



my card's the nicestttt :)
pink one at the extreme left.
plus i took the trouble to print out the pic eh :D

facebook photo uploader is failing on me ):
cant upload photos dammit.

yeah and dinner was (Y) too :)
mos burger heh :)))
brings back alot of memories when me and powpowpow used to go to tiong/clementi's mos burger after school almost everyday.
had fun 'feeling very germaine' yesterday hahahahaha.
but saving money plan still failed when we bought anklets from diva yesterday )))):
the freaking extention was the same price as the thingy wth lololol.

OH YEAH AND NEW TAGBOARD.
like since er few days ago i forgot.
deleted old posts too :))))
k thats all goodbye folks :)

17 april 3.21pm

when you cant remember to forget

i'm so sad now ):
stuffs are making me so depressed ):

1. jay's concert tickets on the 22th are sold out! major sad face )))))):
like within 2 hours it was released for sale, IT WAS SOLD OUT.
this is how popular he is.
cant even get the 228 bucks seats wth?!

so they're extending the concert dates to 23rd.
tickets are open for sale on 22th april.
THIS TIME I'M SO GONNA GET ONE.
dad's applying for a new ocbc credit card cos apparently they can get priority on his concert tickets.
ridiculous lah but ITS JAY LEH WALAO EH HOW CAN YOU MISS GOING TO SEE HIM.

2. i'm failing stuff like crazy in school
i dont understand a single shit that's being taught wth.
especially the three sciences urgh D<

3. ridiculous, trivial stuff are constantly weighing on my mind.

4. i'm damn bloody broke.

5. i havent settled my IC passport photo issue yet, how great.
how am i gonna do my IC tmrw you tell me?!

6. yet another day wasted.

7. when you go to sleep in the hope that the world tmrw would be a better when you wake up, but it just disappoints you everyday.

why are there so many stuff worth being depressed about ):
shall go to sleep and ponder over some stuff.
goodnight folks.

15 april 11.53pm

shannonpowpowpow



same shoes, telepathy like no other manzxczxc shannonpowpowpow :)

11 april 11.54pm

ion.



ion/somerset with germs after school today :)
maggie moo's ice cream totally (Y)
cotton candy :)
burnt a hole in my pocket and made my whole mouth totally blue though :/

happy birthday sissy ;)

07 april 9.23pm