i just realised how much i've changed over the years.

last time in prolly p2 or something, i would be damn scared just walking across the pool which was still in the condo from my house to the vending machine, like i was just scared my parents would find out somehow and scold me.

nowadays, i would head to town and slack for a few hours with my friends without a second thought.

my guts has really increased exponentially.

i'm still me, but the things inside and outside of me have been changing.

at a pretty fast rate.

i claimed that i've only changed on the outside since i came to vj, but seems that what's inside of me is changing too.

so much for me blaming you for changing.

more often than not, we're all guilty of that too.

--

got a hug from somebody today.

feels good, thanks so much for everything.

really.

but as always, good things wont last long.

what if one day God just decides to take you away?

sigh, why am i always spot on.

whatever it is, i've learnt something though.

never ever take your words seriously lol.

so yeah i'll just take everything you say from now on with a pinch of salt, since you never seem to practice what you preech.

bloody hypocrite -.-

i'm super lazy to do my bao zhang bao dao now urgh.

and i'm lazy to reply tags too :/

i just realised how much i've changed over the years.

last time in prolly p2 or something, i would be damn scared just walking across the pool which was still in the condo from my house to the vending machine, like i was just scared my parents would find out somehow and scold me.

nowadays, i would head to town and slack for a few hours with my friends without a second thought.

my guts has really increased exponentially.

i'm still me, but the things inside and outside of me have been changing.

at a pretty fast rate.

i claimed that i've only changed on the outside since i came to vj, but seems that what's inside of me is changing too.

so much for me blaming you for changing.

more often than not, we're all guilty of that too.

--

got a hug from somebody today.

feels good, thanks so much for everything.

really.

but as always, good things wont last long.

what if one day God just decides to take you away?

sigh, why am i always spot on.

whatever it is, i've learnt something though.

never ever take your words seriously lol.

so yeah i'll just take everything you say from now on with a pinch of salt, since you never seem to practice what you preech.

bloody hypocrite -.-

i'm super lazy to do my bao zhang bao dao now urgh.

and i'm lazy to reply tags too :/